MIXED FEELINGS!
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO REACT AND I'M NOT SURE IF I'M RIGHT TO FEEL CONFUSED. AND THERE GOES MY SELF-ESTEEM. I MUSN'T DENY THAT I HAVE WASTED MY LIFE LAUGHLY INFRONT OF OTHER, MAKING A FOOL OF MYSELF. TEARS WELLS AS I HATE MYSELF, NOT KNOWING THAT I'M ACTUALLY ACTING. ONE PERSON UNDERSTANDS ME BUT NOW HE IS GONE. I MUST STAND FOR MYSELF AND LEARN TO BE LONELY. SHOPPING ALONE HAS BECAME A WEEKEND ROUTINE FOR ME AND I ENJOYED IT, HONESTLY. BUT WHY WILL I FEEL PATHETIC AFTER I'M BACK HOME? EVERYONE NEEDS FRIENDS, I GUESSED. I WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND. BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW AND DO NOT HAVE THE COURAGE. I DO TREASURE YOU, AS A FRIEND. DO YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY AS I DO?
I WANTED TO SHARE YOUR BURDEN BUT IT'S LIKE AS THOUGH I'M CONCERNING TOO MUCH. YOU LOOKED FINE...
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